Dear Friends,
The American churches did not use hymnals of words
alone. Everyone in the congregation had music copies. One result of that was good
harmonious singing but another was that there was little purchase of hymnbooks
printed in the United Kingdom like Grace Hymns, Christian Hymns, Gadsby, Hymns
of Faith, the Scottish metrical psalter etc. that were overwhelmingly word only
editions. Even in their music copies the words of English hymnbooks were not
written between the two clefs as they are in the USA but separately right at
the bottom of the page. It is ironic that today in America one finds in most
churches and conferences the ubiquitous projected words on the screen behind
the pulpit. No music. They have caught up with the British. Will harmonies also
go? In Wales people always took their music copy hymnals to church and there
was the four part harmony that made singing in the Welsh language renowned. I
still listen on Sunday afternoon at 4.30 in London to the weekly half hour of Welsh
hymn singing on Radio Cymru. I do miss Grace Hymnal and those 400 hymns
old and new that I selected and we sang each year. I shall never sing many of
them ever again. What a privilege to have that responsibility. I think I gave
to Wales the hymn “A man there is, a real man” which we sang each Sunday night of
the Aberystwyth conference. So it became included in the new Christian Hymns
- even though some hyper sensitive compiler toned down and changed the words of
the first verse.
You know that Reformation Heritage Books published
my In the Shadow of the Rock and if you go via Google to their website
you will be introduced to a long section on the book. They have exhibited there
the first 25 or so pages as an encouraging “Come on and buy me. Let me whet
your appetite.” It contains all its positive commendations written by a dozen
men, and then the first chapter about my father and his upbringing in Dowlais,
It is presented well.
The Conference near Dallas ended Sunday lunch time
after a morning divided into two, a prayer meeting of 150 people and then a
service at which Timothy Conway customarily preaches. He brought a message on
our need to evangelize. Vigorous, addressing our consciences by presenting us
with the achievement of Christ and the plight of man without him. I need to
listen to it again. The messages will be sent around the world on the “I’ll Be
Honest With You” website. Do visit it. Already they have sent out my opening meditational
or devotional on Philippians 3, “In everything by prayer and supplication make
your requests known to God.” I watched the opening ten minutes, The notes were
too low down and I was looking down, bent over, and the shirt I was wearing
looked too big for me! Etc, etc. It is not easy looking at yourself preaching.
It was the inevitable, “Down, boy, down” message after the liberty I had last
Sunday,
We drove the five hours from Dallas to San Antonio,
Timothy. Ruby, Ryan and me, It was a superb vehicle with all our gear in the
back in the open and us high and firm in the cabin. We heard three sermons of
Dr. Martyn Lloyd-Jones, one after another, from his consecutive preaching on
the early chapters of the book of Acts. What preaching it is! So full! So
exhaustive! So evangelistic and so full of Scripture that he quotes naturally
and pointedly, those beloved verses from Romans that he has preached on
throughout his life. It was a feast. At dusk we got to San Antonio and the
temperature was down to 85 degrees. I have a beautiful room in the Holiday Inn
with a coffee making machine, and I can drink the excellent coffee out of the
new mug that I was given at last week’s conference. I had forgotten just how powerful
the water jet is in American showers! I felt it was taking a millimetre off my
epidermis, and I glowed afterwards.
The temperature in San Antonio was just as hot on
Monday and I ventured out of my air-conditioned luxury to get a meal. What I
bought was enough to last me until Wednesday (taken back to the hotel in a
doggy bag). Then on Tuesday the rain came, there was no sight of the sun and
the temperature dropped to the fifties. I did my washing, learning how to
operate these large powerful washing and drying machines. Tim Conway picked me
up at 5.30 and drove me five minutes to a restaurant which had been one of the
first places where they met as a growing church. A building had become too
small and they had gone to the Holiday Inn to see if there was a room there
available and large enough to hold a hundred people, but in the car park Tim
met the owner of this restaurant to whom they told their mission. “Why don’t
you meet in my restaurant?” he asked. And so they did, expanding it by taking
down some of the internal walls, They packed in up to 200 people, and one
morning baptized on the pavement of this thoroughfare half a dozen people. Then
that building got too small and they bought the warehouse which now they have
filled. So, on this Tuesday evening, the restaurant which is a burgher
restaurant began to be filled by the church people, by I guess 100-150 people,
many families, different races and social classes. I had the best hot dog I
have ever had. We sang ‘Happy Birthday’ to Timothy, and he had to blow out the
candles, and there was a large cake to be cut up and divided among the singing
congregation so glad to have their pastor back for this happy visit, the
conference and the wedding of his daughter in four days’ time. He is returning
to Manchester in a week’s time. We had three happy hours there of buzzing
friendship, laughter and serious conversations. What a fellowship they are.
What stories behind the conversions of many. This is a spark of revival. I
cannot think of another church in the U.K. like it.
Wednesday dawned and I was invited by Tim Conway’s
elderly father-in-law to a remarkable Mexican restaurant for breakfast. It is
called Mitierra and you can work that out to see its meaning, ‘My Land.’
It is huge. Hanging from its ceiling are thousands of decorations and it long
walls are covered in murals of hundreds of the leading Mexicans of the present
day. Of course, the virgin Mary has her statues and paintings and shrines, and
the Pope is painted in a prominent place. All the middle-aged waitresses are
dressed in Mexican folk costumes. It is a place with a happy atmosphere, not
for young people but for serious eaters who appreciate the ambience of that
remarkable and troubled country to the south of the USA. Each night it is
packed to the rafters but at this time, 10 a.m. we could choose where we wanted
to sit and eat.
We went on to visit Ruby’s sister and
family and had such a happy time there. Her brother in law, Sam, is longing for
a heart transplant (with many others). He wears two batteries around his neck.
They hang down on each side of him and keep his heart pumping. What a joyful
home. Then in the evening it was the mid-week meeting at the church, held in
the main auditorium. Maybe over 150 there, many children as good as gold. It
started at 7 and we left at 10. I preached on Christ praying in Gethsemane and
afterwards had long talks with young and old with their questions and problems.
What an honour. Tim spoke to them and asked for their continued prayers. Again,
his coming to the UK seemed such a remarkable event, a pastor of a continually
growing congregation with constant blessing and scores of conversions, leaving
that scene and coming to the barrenness of Greater Manchester, in the spiritual
drought of the United Kingdom and Europe. He delivers a church that was
isolated and hurting, deserted by its pastor’s departure, without a building,
good people wondering where to turn, isolated from reformed Baptist churches in
the north west of England, a loner group, knowing that they needed counsel and
no one else to turn to whom they trusted but Tim Conway, He goes there himself!
He lifts them up. When I preached there members talked to me and asked
questions about the Christian life and the Bible just as they do in Texas. Such
conversations are rare in most evangelical churches in the UK. It is a
remarkable story, as if I had gone to Kenya if Keith Underhill had returned to
the UK and given years to preaching there. I would not have considered that
possibility. Oh me of little faith.
On Thursday I wrote and prepared for my
talk at 7 p.m. to twenty men from the church on the subject of preaching. They
videoed it all for later broadcasting on the web. I was quite free in my
memories and comments. I spoke on the call, the training, counselling, taking
it slowly in introducing consecutive expository preaching, the absence of
awakening ministries today, books and websites. We had two hours of fellowship,
questions and my teaching. What a delightful time it was and how thoughtful and
serious were the men. The sad news was to hear that Timothy Conway’s cold was
much worse and he was now in bed. It is the rehearsal tomorrow night and the
wedding at 4 p.m. on Saturday when he is giving away his daughter (her husband
to be was listening to me tonight) and then Tim is supposed to be marrying
them, I hope there is some anti-biotic that can deal with it in the next 48
hours. By Friday Tim was out of bed and was able to attend the wedding
rehearsal and dinner, which event I missed going instead to a meal with
Katherine Wilsack and her mother who had travelled here from their home in
Florida. We did have a happy time together and that is so on every occasion on
which we’ve met. They have found a splendid church and pastor near their new
home for which I am very pleased.
This final Saturday I replied to the
letters that continue to come in. Then at 2.30 Tim and Ruby came and picked up
his mother (staying at the hotel) and me and took me to a company headquarters
where there is a large hall and stage where the wedding and reception was going
to be held. We were an hour early and talked to folk, Ryan particularly has
been such a buddy during this visit, having him to make my way to and chat to -
great. Then at 3 the eight bridesmaids in black dresses (very elegant) lined up
on the left of the stage and seven groomsmen in shirts and braces over their
white shirts stood on the other side and then the bride came in and stood in
the middle, We sang some songs and ‘Great is Thy faithfulness.’ Tim preached
from Ephesians 5 on the institution and role of marriage. They made simple vows
and were pronounced man and wife. We went out of the room, and the rows of
seats were replaced with tables. We returned and chatted for an hour before it
was our turn to go for a hamburger or a hot dog and salad, Then the best man
and the groom spoke sweetly and briefly and I spoke with a microphone in my
hand on “The Lord is good; a stronghold in the day of trouble; he knoweth them
that trust in him.” Then all the chairs and tables were removed and there was
fun dancing, mainly children in a large congo file running round and round with
kids at the back trying to reach the fast line. Older ones danced jumping and
shaking and finally there was one subdued dance at the end for the oldsters. It
was all natural and noisy while all around the edges there was the bustle of
conversation by the older ones. The evening finished around 9 when the couple
drove off to cheers. They are going to northern California on their honeymoon.
What a natural, easy, happy event. I was back in my room at 9.30.
Then the final anticlimax . . . Sunday I heard Tim Conway preach at 10 and at
11.20 Ryan led the Lord’s Supper. Every seat in the building was taken. We sang
four or five hymns including “Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of
the Lord.” Then at 12 I preached on Hebrews 1 verse 3, a little fazed as the
sloping lectern was not in place and my notes were very low on a shelf. They
listen so well, all the seats in the church taken, and when you talk to people
you meet many, many who have been converted there across the years, many men.
It is remarkable. We had a delicious lunch as tables were brought in for
everyone, lots of meat, and happy conversations. They sang to me, “The Lord
bless you and keep you” and I needed that prayer for after Joshua Conway had
brought me to the airport and I had gone through the formalities of getting my
boarding pass and waiting the two hours for the flight to Dallas, then, that
bad moment, the announcement that there was a bad storm in Dallas and the
flight was delayed. So, I sat three hours in the airport and then another three
hours in the plane on the tarmac and then another hour’s flight and we got to
Dallas at 10.45. I called Mack for help and that wonderful man came searching
for me from Denton to the airport and we finally got together around midnight
and he drove me through ground water and heavy rain back to his home when finally
I got off to sleep at 1.30 after telling everyone in the U.K. via Email that I
would not be home for some days. The line of people waiting for new tickets to
different parts of the world was about 80, and the queue was not moving at all.
I spoke to two people in front of me and they had missed their flight to
Australia. I spoke to another man who had lost a business deal and it was
costing him $1000 and the airline just shrugged. All the hotels were booked and
he had nowhere to stay. But I had Mack and I booked a flight home on Wednesday
evening. I went with Mack to the home of Dr. John Green a few hours away and
had a delightful time with John, Michelle and Rachel even meeting their son and
his wife. The work of these two is in repairing and advising the maintenance of
racing vehicles all over the world and is much sought after for his counsel. We
went to their workshop. It was spotless. We had the happiest and most blessed
time and that compensated for the loss of the experience of meeting old friends
whom I see only at the Banner of Truth conference. Throughout our two days
there Mack worked on the proofs of his life of David Brainerd, the book coming
out some time later this year published by the Reformation Heritage Books.
I am not unused to these times when I
have been ministering with divine help to know some interference from the god
of this world bringing a trial at the end. The evil one hates the blessing God
has given at those meetings, but God works it for my good. Inevitably the Texas
Christian Experience came to an end. Mack drove me to the Dallas airport and we
hugged good-bye. I had a safe journey home with an empty seat next to me and a
good conversation with a woman across the seat. I got the tube from Heathrow to
Acton Central where Pauline Cooke met me and drove me home to Chiswick to a
happy reunion with Barbara and to the normal unpacking, reading of a pile of
mail and adjusting to jet-lag. The next day I had another implant. All went smoothly.
Texas was great, and coming home was also great.
Be at peace. Geoff
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